For the past how ever many months, I didnt want anything to do with playing or thinking of a band, but I have the itch again.
I find myself headbanging or playing air guitar while listening to metal songs again...which is something that hasnt happened in so long. I lost the fire for playing and creating, so I havent done either in a while.
Im divided on what I want to do though. Part of me wants to tap into the metal side, and another part wants to exercise some musical freedom and change it up a bit. I cant really decide. I have a bunch of little jackass demos that cover both, but I am just lost on which to do.
I think it would be fun to do something that resembles 'Condemned Existence' in the intensity department. I thought we were a good band, haha. I dont wanna be limited to intensity/anger though. There are a range of feelings & emotions that id like to harness and translate into songs.
I dont like the feeling of having to stick with one style. Not at this point.
I guess what I need to do is find people who are willing to play something super heavy, and then play something super light the next song. Good luck, huh? haha.
PLUS, id like share the stage again with my friends who are in bands now. Multiband shows were always awesome. I switched to bass the last time I jammed in a band. Bass is much more fun than guitar in my opinion. I love it. ANNND it takes out the hassle of finding a bassist.
I may even just hold off and see if the inspiration vanishes. I just thought it was nice to have inspiration returning and I wanted to share.
